What a past few days its been! I managed to catch something from work or a friend so my throat is sore and Ive had some bad headaches the past few days .... not to mention being emotional!! With his grandma dying this past weekend my emotions have been quite mixed up and Im learning to self-acknowledge what Im feeling and let it go .... while I feel bad for his family and I feel his loss - Ill admit I cried when I found out - that doesnt change how I feel about him now. I dont hate him, I highly dislike his decisons and choices but I dont control him like he no longer has control/say in my life ....
Anyways .... she took him down to GB today for more testing. Not sure how long hell be there but we know hes in good hands and getting the treatment he needs .... just sucks because we cant be directly by his side like we want to be.
And besides the sick-ish part of me things are alright .... work today and yesterday was busy {despite me almost fainting at work today and getting a cold spell} so thats good. Walking to work two days ago wasnt so fun, not only was it raining but I was walking as the funeral was bing held and therefore the half-trip {Cassie pulled over by Reef} walking I spent bawling my eyes out in the pouring rain ....
And I apparently need to find money for a half set of contacts .... my left pairs always seem to tear/rip before my right but I wont complain too much since Ive worn this set since at least Aug if not July!! So yeah ....
Anyways time for bed .... more later : ]
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