So today wasn`t so great and neither have the past few days been .... I`ve gotten the kids` mail sent out, a longer lease/rental agreement and more applications out .... got 2 shirts today for $4.22. GOT my new card in the mail .... yet I feel a bit out of place .... a close friend is having issues and we keep leaving texts or voicemails on each other`s phones because we can`t catch oeach other at the right time .... AND it`s approaching the 90 day mark without seeing the kids, not to mention taxes ..... I feel like I`m dying inside a little bit more each day and while I`ve started writing and reading again a piece of me isn`t here and it hurts SO badly!! I`ve NEVER gone this long without seeing the kids and it feels like it`s killing me! I`ve almost turned numb to the sound of other children and I put on my plastic face at work to avoid crying. My innards are shards of broken glass though ....
Anyways, time for bed .... going to forget my troubles long enough to re-energize. Just made my baked fish lunch for work tomorrow .... til next time, take care : )
1 comments:
I'm sorry you haven't been able to see your babies in a long time. I hope you can see them soon. {{Hugs}}
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